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Depression effects every part of your life, and you don’t even realize it.

Low self esteem:

Why doesn’t he like me? because you’re fat and ugly

Why would he ever like you? He won’t. No one wants a suicidal cutter for a girlfriend.

Will anyone truly love you? No because you’re not worth anyone’s time. 


Maybe I should play this game? No. You have no interest in that anymore.

I should probably do my homework now..You can’t. There’s no way you’re going to be able to focus.

I guess I could go work out today. Nope. No energy, you can hardly get out of bed. 

Self Harm:

Trigger? Cut.

Why did you just cut? Because you’re stupid and fat and you deserve it. 

What’s the matter? You’re feeling guilty for cutting. 

How do I let it out? Get the blade.

It’s this never ending cycle, that makes you want to die. And the moments of sanity are so little, it’s difficult to realize.