Low self esteem:
Why doesn’t he like me? because you’re fat and ugly
Why would he ever like you? He won’t. No one wants a suicidal cutter for a girlfriend.
Will anyone truly love you? No because you’re not worth anyone’s time.
Maybe I should play this game? No. You have no interest in that anymore.
I should probably do my homework now..You can’t. There’s no way you’re going to be able to focus.
I guess I could go work out today. Nope. No energy, you can hardly get out of bed.
Why did you just cut? Because you’re stupid and fat and you deserve it.
What’s the matter? You’re feeling guilty for cutting.
How do I let it out? Get the blade.
It’s this never ending cycle, that makes you want to die. And the moments of sanity are so little, it’s difficult to realize.