Sometimes I question, do the triggers ever go away?
Yes you can be years and years self harm free, but do you ever truly and fully want to stop? Sometimes you say “I don’t want to do this anymore.” and stop cutting for quite a long while. But as time goes on, you begin to miss it again. It’s like food, once you’re full you’re satisfied and don’t need anymore to eat. But sooner or later, you’re going to get hungry again. And you’re going to want to eat. Just like cutting, it makes you happy for a little while, but you know you’re going to need it again.
Reblog if you honestly think you're fat. Not just the ocasional "Ugh, I feel fat in this" or "I look fat today", but when you feel fat 24/7 and you hate yourself because of it to the point where you would do anything to be skinny.