It's the sort of pain, that comes from the inside.

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thisshall-passs: nobody understands how hard it is

Mon, 24 Sep 2012 15:26:34 -0400

thisshall-passs:

nobody understands how hard it is

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whatdoesitmatterifimdead: but add like, 245964820848 more on...

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 20:58:47 -0400

whatdoesitmatterifimdead:

but add like, 245964820848 more on dislike

Depression effects every part of your life, and you don't even realize it.

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 23:27:00 -0400

Low self esteem:

Why doesn’t he like me? because you’re fat and ugly

Why would he ever like you? He won’t. No one wants a suicidal cutter for a girlfriend.

Will anyone truly love you? No because you’re not worth anyone’s time.

Emptiness:

Maybe I should play this game? No. You have no interest in that anymore.

I should probably do my homework now..You can’t. There’s no way you’re going to be able to focus.

I guess I could go work out today. Nope. No energy, you can hardly get out of bed.

Self Harm:

Trigger? Cut.

Why did you just cut? Because you’re stupid and fat and you deserve it.

What’s the matter? You’re feeling guilty for cutting.

How do I let it out? Get the blade.

It’s this never ending cycle, that makes you want to die. And the moments of sanity are so little, it’s difficult to realize.

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wecolortheskies: :(

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 23:15:53 -0400

wecolortheskies:

:(

Sometimes I question, do the triggers ever go away?

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 22:07:29 -0400

Yes you can be years and years self harm free, but do you ever truly and fully want to stop? Sometimes you say “I don’t want to do this anymore.” and stop cutting for quite a long while. But as time goes on, you begin to miss it again. It’s like food, once you’re full you’re satisfied and don’t need anymore to eat. But sooner or later, you’re going to get hungry again. And you’re going to want to eat. Just like cutting, it makes you happy for a little while, but you know you’re going to need it again.

I guess what I’m trying to determine, is it true?

Once a cutter, always a cutter?

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Thu, 20 Sep 2012 06:05:47 -0400

myshatteredself: Fucking sick of this.

Thu, 20 Sep 2012 06:05:38 -0400

myshatteredself:

Fucking sick of this.

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escapings: me

Thu, 20 Sep 2012 06:03:57 -0400

escapings:

me